Awesome weekend

 So much got accomplished over this weekend... It started out Friday night @blueravencollective women's ascension market down in St Petersburg Florida.  The market is hosted by a fabulous women

@Tracypenoke. 

What she has put together is just simply amazing to say the least.  

Many various talented,  independent women, whom all create their own crafts, & are for purchase either on their website,  online stores or maybe just promotion on their socials.  

Once the edit is complete I will post on my YouTube,  blog podcast etc etc etc... so make sure you check them awesome women out! 

So make sure you check out the buzz about them on my podcast,  YouTube channel or any of my 

SOCIALS...  

Youtube.com/@fabulousIAM

Tumblr.com/blessedbeewittobeyt

Facebook.com/fabulousIAM1

Instagram.com/fabulous_i_am_org/

Tiktok.com/@fabulous_iam 

Twitter.com/fabulousiamorg

Digital business card

https://dot.cards/fabulousness

Linktree 

Linktr.ee/fabulousIAM

Where you can find me (links sites socials)

1ST I WANT TO SAY: 

THANK YOU TO ANY & ALL OF YOU,  WHO SHOW SUPPORT,  FAMILY,  FRIENDS, ASSOCIATES ❤️

       THANK YOU!!! 

I REALLY APPRECIATE YOU ALL SO MUCH ALWAYS!!! ♥️

WISHING MANY BLESSINGS TO YOU!!! 👑💎💫🌟❤️

(It could be somethin silly or small maybe a like on a post or a comment to engage in convo, or maybe you shared something of mine, a time or another...  or some may have even just hit me in a DM to just check in on me from time to time.... I'm really soooo grateful & appreciative for all that! 

Always xo ♥️

So ok I kno some of you know but for those who don't know me...

HEYLO 👋👋👋 & 

WELCOME TO MY WORLD...

FABULOUS I AM.                  (acronym for fabulous is...)

FAITH 

AND 

BELIEF 

UNITES 

LUV 

OF 

UNDERSTANDING 

SELF 

(Once you know WHO you are, possibilities are LIMITLESS!)

I Tobey Pica,

The creator & founder of Fabulous I AM. since I have many hats,  this will be my umbrella company. Everything else will be....   "presented by " 

I started this journey some years ago with the concept of using this platform to write & promote independent women who were in business for themselves. 

My  intentions were to reach & teach so many other women so they too could be inspired to do amazing things in their life also to help others. 

 I designed this so we could come together & connect to create, network, motivate, be inspirational & inspire others, sharing knowledge, or resources unknown to someone else. 

Let's let EVERYONE KNOW that they are special & can live their life on THEIR OWN TERMS!!!

In that time I was also hosting some women empowerment groups & all was going well.  🙄🤪 yeah lol that's what I "thought"

BUT... I guess                                    "MY GOD"                                        "MY HIGHER CONSCIOUSNESS"         "MY 3rd eye"                                    "my subconscious mind"          (where the pineal gland sits)"

I am guessing I didn't pass the tests I was given,  so I just wasn't ready yet,  so I had to go through a whole lot more bullshit to be ready. & I mean A WHOLE LOT MORE!!! 

So I tapped out for a while, buttt OMG alot has happened & changed so yaey!!! I am back to do what I love 😍  but 1st imma take y'all back for a minute... and share a brief Lil story that changed my life! 

I had a very intense & very extreme experience, I don't kno if I wanna call it an epiphany? awakening? Downloads? Or what? This happened back in 2012 in July on Friday the 13th! 

I couldn't tell you which would be the correct word to enlighten you about my experience.  The intensity of whatever it is you wanna call it... All I remember is, it caused me to go home,  stay in my room for a weekend, not want to talk to anyone, all I did was sit & cry because I didn't kno what to make of it,  It wouldn't leave my mind.  Not 1 bit of it & not for even 1 minute of time.  It just kept replaying over & over on repeat & you damn right! I wanted to kno what every detail meant!!! This has never happened to me, I know I touched my 3rd eye though 🤗☀️

Everything I saw then is coming in my life now!!! But to get all the details you will have to read my book when it comes out,  working on that also. 💪 

But until then,  if you would like to                 "catch the buzz"                    you can follow me  "Tobey_T"

I'm unsure which I prefer over others anymore. Not for nothin but I've had all my networks put together a very long time ago,  waiting for this day to come!!! 

I mean ya sure I do REALLY like tiktok but I'm not great at it YET,  I'm still learning... 

Facebook ah you kno they can be real corny wit it sometimes... that's just where my most engagement usually is tho. 

Instagram I started my IG so many years ago but because when I set it up I connected everything back then to just travel from fb to IG. So I wouldn't ever go on,  I've had the same amount of followers for probably around 10 years (OMG did I just say I've had social media over 10 years ? 😳😉🌟 woah

YOUTUBE started years ago but needed to break my fears 

TWITTER haven't used in years

TUMBLR same as above, not in years

SOCIALS...  

Youtube.com/@fabulousIAM 

Tumblr.com/blessedbeewittobeyt 

Facebook.com/fabulousIAM1 

Instagram.com/fabulous_i_am_org/ 

Tiktok.com/@fabulous_iam 

Twitter.com/fabulousiamorg

Digital business card

https://dot.cards/fabulousness 

Linktree 

Linktr.ee/fabulousIAM 

I think in life us "chosen ones" ALWAYS sorta kno WE'RE chosen,  cause WE are always JUST DIFFERENT THAN OTHERS.  (Different than our family, other family members, school mates, friends, coworkers,  & associates) 

All our lives we were being called the "BLACK SHEEP" 

While all the while... 

WE ARE ACTUALLY THE 

"GOLDEN CHILD" !!!

KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!! 

CROWBAR 50 years of hip hop

 WOW! just wow I am so happy I went to check out the crowbar this thursday night where they were not only celebrating 50 years of HIP HOP but they were also paying tribute to a legend 

"the 1 N only SHOCK G" another brother in the hip hop culture we lost way too early, but he has made his name known around the world through his musik & the compassionate person he was. His beautiful sister was there to accept a plaque they had given to her which I'm sure was very special to her as everyone showed their love & respect in remembrance to her brother. 

I was able to film a few amazing artists performing that night as I also got to sit with them to get a little info on them, where they perform & where you can find them. You can check those interviews here... 

#Tobey_T @tobey_tob @fabulousIAM 

@Horizontheartist ___ what Id like to say about him... He is a very shy & soft spoken, type of brotha but his lyrics are capturing... IT'S MY SEASON!!! & I certainly was feeling that! you can catch him on most major platforms. He is also a actor & a producer as well so make sure you go check him out! youtube.com/horizontheartist

@RookDaRukus__ Well for starters I have to speak on his voice, AHHH I'm def a gal for a raspy kinda voice, maybe cause mine is similar, but i just feel it goes well with a certain type of style & flow of the lyricist. He is 1 that doesn't have any fear about showing you WHO HE IS!!! dope lyrics, different styles of flows, he's got his own clothing line you can check out as well... dope stuff youtube.com/rookdarukus 

youtube.com/@fabulousiam

  July 14th 2023 

This was a great experience for me I had the pleasure of interviewing some FABULOUS women at this feminine ascension market in St Petersburg Florida. The host & coordinator Tracy Penokie holds these events & puts them together once a month to female collective entrepreneurs. These events are awesome, there was a female DJ spinnin some musik that was absolutely amazing & totally fir the energy of the event. The vendors are all some creative artists who create their own crafts to either sell them online or to attend street markets as such to sell their products. The entire event is full of humans who want to do better for humanity filled with peace love & happiness. There is a guy who was actually writing on the ground with street chalk....LOVE. It was a great time as I also had the pleasure of learning of each one of these women, how they got into their craft, and also about their amazing products. Everyone is in tune with each other because we all share the same understanding THAT WE ARE ALL 1. 

Here is my YOUTUBE channel & a look into what it feels like to have a great vibe where everyone is out for PEACE. No hatred, no drama or chaos. Just pure love of 1 another & accepting others as they are. 

I'm excited for the next one. 

but if you can be kind to like, share, subscribe to my channel you will get to see allot more to come your way.    

http;//www.youtube.com/@fabulousIAM

Fabulous I AM

 Welcome to my blog I would like to start by saying thank you for taking the time out of your day & busy schedule to give my stories a read.  Greatly appreciated. 

I came up with Fabulous I AM quite a few years ago, I also came up with the acronym for Fabulous as :

Faith 

And

Belief

Unites 

Love

Of 

Understanding 

Self 

(Once you get a clear understanding of WHO you are,  the possibilities are limitless) 

Alot has happened in this past years that I do not wish to dwell on, but here we are today,  I am here to speak on it.  There was so much more of life's issues I had to go through in order to be able to be where I am today.  I am here & i know my purpose,  which is to guide the way to enlighten others & inspire them to live their best life ever.  

I have always been a multi talented creator with plenty of value to offer you & the marketplace. I just wasn't ready yet. Now I am finally ready to take that leap, breaking out of my comfort zone & also break my fears  (fears = false evidence appears real) so I can do what I was put on this earth to do.

There's no such thing as a coincidence & there's also time & place for everything....

Story time:  

This year has been a year so far with all the full moons & the shifts in the universe.  I can only speak on my own self because that is all it only is.... 1 being = SELF. 

It seems as more & more people are beginning to wake up & realize their state of consciousness, which is a great thing.  I actually had a kundalini awakening on (Friday July 13th 2012)(the day my life changed forever) (this past Thursday was my 11 year anniversary) the number 11 is a very significant number to me also.  At the time of this major event happening in my life,  I couldn't explain it. All I knew was I touched my 3rd eye,  but this was something sooo extreme, I couldn't put into words.  I just know the downloads were so powerful & very overwhelming.  

For me to share this experience with anyone they all just thought I was crazy or on some hallucinogenic drugs, THIS WAS SO REAL & UNLIKE ANYTHING I'VE EVER EXPERIENCED BEFORE.  This has stayed on my mind for all these years because it was so drastic.  1 of the major things in it was for me to get outta there.  To leave Jersey & go start over elsewhere.  So I did,  I mean really,  how can I NOT listen when God was speaking directly to me... ?  I was also shown all my dreams would come true & all my businesses would come alive at the same time,  only thing,  I had to leave there. I came to Florida. 

Now fast forward.... 11 years later.  I ended up meeting up with my twin flame 🔥.  (Will speak on that in another story)

So with all that's going on in the universe, that happens... what that does for those of you who don't know... it will enlighten you to go on your own journey of your spiritual awakening. OMG something else unlike anything else I've ever experienced in my life.  All for good of course. It causes you to look deep inside yourself & heal all your past traumas, hurts, pains,  of your past.  All so you can embrace your new life.  I cannot go into a new positive life living with all those past traumas unhealed. This awakening has been going on for about the last 3 months. It has taught me to love myself unconditionally.  

It's Time to connect

FABULOUS I AM 

FAITH 

AND 

BELIEF 

UNTITES

LOVE 

OF 

UNDERSTANDING 

SELF

This is a shared space platform for POSITIVE ONLY individuals who want to… BIG MAC

*BUILD

*INSPIRE

*GROW

*MOTIVATE

*ATTRACT

*CONNECT

Those willing to share their wisdom as well as their guidance &/or resources to help increase your knowledge & understanding of your spiritual inner being.

Gaining awareness to living a happy, healthy life filled with luv, wealth, peace & joy in abundance 

My deepest apologies 🙏

 This is something that has been on my mind more n more lately and weighs on my heart to speak on & express! 

This may be sorta long if you care to read...

Soooo we all kno life isn't always easy peazy… & it Damn sure doesn't make it any better growing up with cruel kids or ones that bully!!!  

Or anyone who stains your brain to think other than who God created YOU to be!  & to know who YOU ARE,  #fabulousIAM 🙏❤💯

But sometimes it takes alot of shit to go through to figure that out.

So I kno I kinda recently posted a meme or something & I quoted " I've said my peace so I'm good " when in all actually nooo I haven't!!! Soooo I'm not 💯 good yet… sure I've asked for forgiveness from the lord, but I never took the time out to apologize 

to anyone I was ever mean to, or well ahhhgggg,  yea that I may have bullied 🥺😪 

I don't even like the damn word,  it kills my inner being knowing that I was once (kinda) considered that word.  (I kno it wasn't looked at as bad as it is NOW) but still,  omg when I see anything of such it angers me to full extent on how can anyone be soooo cruel! 

I ended up being a bully to bully the bullies! I never made fun of anyone who was either handicap or mentally challenged,  that I kno for sure cause I damn sure wasn't wit it.  (Yea maybe few jokes wit the friends type shit I remember) not saying it was right in just saying!

I do very well remember defending the less fortunate more than being a trouble maker, I really wasn't bad,  I was just young n misguided which caused me to make very bad or stupid choices. 

The brain is so crazy how it can remember something so specific but then not remember other "what seemed more important at the time things or issues" 

I 100% remember this specifically! I always wondered what happened to her, where is she in life today? 🤔 

While living in Brick we had to take the big yellow bus to school until you were old enough to drive yourself.  

There was this gal (I won't mention any names) if any of you took the bus from mallard point to brick high n was on the bus with me back in the dayz maybe someone will remember this as well n reach out privately.  (since we all share different memories) anyways I was 1 of the "so called" kool kids (which in all actuality,  ahhhggg there were times I wish I didn't walk the path I have, cause kool doesn't really get you as far as a " not so kool" kid lol,  but I was 1 to do what I wanted anyways, I always sat in the back of the bus. There was this gal,  little petite lil thang, she lived right down the street from the Red Lion, right by her house was her stop.  We all knew her family wasn't well off n ya alot less fortunate than others.  The folks on the bus used to pick on her, throw things in her hair,  spit spit balls at her, u kno abusive kids shit.  she wasn't really good with her hygiene & her hair was not really taken care of or washed enough so she had dandruff & the flakes would be all over her shoulders,  so they made fun of her for that! 

She got completely torn apart each day cause she didn't match THEIR standards! 1st off who in the phuckkkk are you? 

I was NOT havin it!  I told her I'm gonna sit wit you & let 1 of these mother phuckers say 1 word to you while I'm here… I will handle it! 

Obviously I knew they wouldn't. 

That was the whole point,  just let them see me talking to you & they ain't gonna pick on you anymore gal friend. Cause now they kno they have to deal wit me & they didn't want to do that!  I would sit with her on the bus n talk to her, I started writing her notes n she would write me back n pass them to each other in the hallway between classes, JUST SO PPL COULD SEE HER GIVING IT TO ME,  SO SHE WOULDN'T HAVE TO BE HARASSED FOR SIMPLY GOING TO SCHOOL.  I JUST DIDN'T WANT THEM BOTHERING HER ANYMORE.  SUICIDE IS REAL! N WE NEVER KNO WHAT ANYONE ELSE IS GOING THROUGH OR LIVING WITH IN THEIR HOUSEHOLD! 

YOU DON'T PICK ON PPL WHO ARE WEAKER THAN YOU OR DON'T HAVE THE COURAGE TO STAND UP TO YOU TO PROTECT THEMSELVES. 

We as humans have no right to judge any damn body else… we have to worry about our own self & our own dirty stinkin yards. 

This is all facts 💯 

& the facts that remain the same..

We're all getting older & I'm really starting to realize how quickly our time to ascend is getting closer n closer by the day, shitttt these dayz are moving too damn fast eyhe 😳.   I can assure you I'm definitely not looking to go anywhere anytime soon butttt the fact is none of us do kno when it's our time or when our # gets called. If we did, how differently we would live & that goes for all of us.   

Anyways I do want to say my peace with anyone / everyone before my time comes cause I ain't trying to go meet my father like this… I need to apologize to many!!!

I mean this with the most sincerity from the depths of my inner being, from the bottom of my heart & my loving soul.  ❤🙏💯

Whomever: please hear me: 

Omg I am so soooo soooo freaking sorry to anyone who ever felt any type of uncomfortability, any type of displacement or (bullied in ANY way from anything I ever said or did as a kid during our childhood and/or school years.  

There's no excuse for it besides,  

We were young kids & I was acting out being rebellious cause I had feelings of hurt n pain in my heart. 

I was going through a whole mess of dysfunctions and displacements in my life fighting myself and my own damn demons.  I didn't know how to deal wit it so I guess it was easier to hurt others to not endure my own pain. 

To all of you… I seriously cannot express the love I have for you.  I choose you as my friend, or my acquaintance, either way our energies connected for you to be a part of my life. I appreciate you, at some point in time we experienced sharing this thing called life together ❤. I thank you for being my friends 😊

I don't want to give no bad energy or receive it.. Shitttt I wanna be the free spirit I've always been. 

Happy healthy wealthy n wise! 

So please accept my apologies 

I would be forever grateful 🙏❤🙌💕

I wish everyone nothing butttt luv, peace, happiness, joy, positivity, n a prosperous life full of abundance. 

I want to share my experiences to help build ppl up,  to believe in themselves!  Noooo nooo to tearing down,  we get enough of that from the rest of the world who isn't 1 of US!